a man in a success

someone said :

" a man in a success if they wake up in  the morning and go to bed at night and in between they do what they want to do.."

please.. do bold and underline this one : *just like i did*

"AND IN BETWEEN THEY DO WHAT THEY WANT TO DO.."

thats it..

thats all..

i may have hundred kilometers, thousand or even a million kilometers *is there anything far far away from that?? light year? yeah rite..put it on me also* from what they called : SUCCEED

what i did in between rite now

is something that i tried to refuse 7 years ago *but i failed*

what i did rite now

is NOT something that i want it to be

at all..

what i did in between rite now

is something that i did just because i was affraid that people will looking me in the eye and said "she was a rebellious daughter"

thought i will be okay

thought i may like it someday

but i was so wrong

and it gone so wrong

how i fake my smile in the morning yet i cry at nite

i just wanna stop

huks..huks